For Pap
by Lyndon Perry
The acrid smell of burnt black powder drifted slowly across
the battlefield, mingling with a late morning fog which the courage of the weak
winter sun could not chase away.
The tranquility of the small valley tucked away in the
Shenandoah hills had been shattered by vengeful shots of muskets and booms of
canons; its serene landscape now a patchwork of blue and gray, the hundreds of
dead and dying bodies making a mockery of its once peaceful panorama.
Private Jefferson Teeples grabbed at his chest, clutching
the fabric of his uniform in an effort to stem the flow of blood. He gazed at
the dead soldier slumped in front of him and considered the moment.
A voice and image from his past, like a specter insisting on
breaking through to the corporeal world, flitted before and around him.
“You come back a hero,
boy! Ya hear? You come back a hero or you don't come back at all.”
His pap's drunken words, the last words he'd heard before
joining the war, were simply the final hammer blow in a long line of curses,
slander, lies, and abuse young Teeples had allowed to condemn his heart.
Coughing blood and tasting copper, he accepted his fate with
a decided equanimity. He’d joined the Rebellion in order to die, hadn’t he?
Suicide by war is how he’d come to think it. And now his long, sad life – all
twenty-two years of it – was almost over and he was glad.
And yet...
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For the first time in a long time he felt he’d accomplished
something worthwhile, something his pap would be proud of. He’d gone hand to
hand with the enemy and came out victorious. Or nearly so. He'd killed the
Northern bastard just as he caught the end of the bluecoat’s bayonet with his
chest.
As he slumped over on the rough and broken battlefield, his
torso now slick with blood, he looked up to see a fellow graycoat run up to him
waving his cap in excitement, now pulling out a canteen of water.
“Hold on Johnny Reb, don’t you die on me, ya hear? You’re a
real hero now, Private, a real hero.”
The man put the tin bottle to his lips and Teeples half sat
up and took a tentative sip. He sputtered most of it out and coughed, his body convulsing with pain.
Leaning back onto the fellow soldier's lap, Private Jefferson
Teeples closed his eyes. Moments before eternity, he thought of his pap, and
smiled.
The End
Potent story. How powerful the words of parents are.
ReplyDeleteThank you, and yes. I felt for this soldier - wanting to run away from his pap and yet at the same time please him. Conflicting emotions can create a potent story. I'm glad I was able to succeed, at least in one reader's eyes. Appreciate the kind words.
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